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“I’ve run out of answers, I’ve run out of time
Ruben Studdard
And I’m so confused that I’m losin’ my mind
Its gonna take a miracle to help me this time
I’m traveling a road that has not one sign.”
Lord I’m trusting in you, but it seems like I’m not sure what my next move is. It’s amazing how we can’t explain what’s going on in our lives to other people, but the Lord year our prayers!
Sometimes we don’t get the answer we want! Lord your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven! Give us this day our daily bread!
God never manifest our vision immediately! He gives us daily bread! So, as time goes on you start to pick up on different clues and get more clarity on your next move!
25 and Lost!
It feels like everything I did in my life was for other people. When will I start living for Chet?! When will I stop allowing people to live vicariously through me?! When will I be true to myself and LET GO of things that are not bringing me joy?!
How long will you have to suffer Chet?! You know your purpose, but not pursuing it fully! When will you go hard or go home?!
When will you stop living for other people and start living on your own terms?! When will you make the decision to do what God placed you on this earth for?!
How much more will you have to suffer to finally answer the call?! What are you afraid of?! Are you afraid of other people’s opinion of you?! Are you afraid you won’t be able to provide for your family?! Did your job make you too comfortable?!
Remember that hunger what you had when you were a full time entrepreneur?! When will you continue to be hungry?! I know you’re not afraid!
Get over the mental block and do what you have to do!
Kiss ass till you can kick ass! When will you start kicking ass?! When will you BE YOU?!
When will you take the mask off and let go of all the titles, successful image and show people that you don’t have it all together?
When? When?!
God talking to me:
Do you not trust that there’s something better out there for you?! Do you not know that I spent the last 25 years preparing you for the next jump?!
Do you not know that the eagle can only fly above the storms because when it was an eaglet it’s mother kicked it out of the nest so that the eaglet wings can build muscles for flight?!
“Don’t die in the nest,” Bishop TD Jakes said! In other words realize that you have wings and leave the nest!
Other birds seek shelter in the storm! My son you are an eagle and you were built to fly in the storm to rise above the storm!
There will be storms whether you stay in the nest or begin to fly! The choice is yours!
You’ve outgrown this nest and it’s time to let go of its comfort and fly! Have you not realize your potential as yet?!
You have the gift of inspiring others! People are watching you as a vessel of hope! Don’t let them down! Live on your terms and inspire your people!
That is my will for you! How will you be able to inspire people you may ask?! By living out your God given purpose! Let your light shine so other can let their light shine!
Timing is everything! Don’t let 2020 leave without you making the jump!
There may be plenty grammatical errors that were made here. I did this in an effort to show myself that everything isn’t perfect and won’t ever be perfect! Just execute!
A letter to myself January 10, 2020 @ 4am
